9.03.2008

Lessons from Mr Darcy


Every time I come home my cat runs in front of my path and whines, he then steps in front of every step I take as I walk to the front door. Then as I unlock the door he continues to walk in front of me and in between my legs and whine. I never let him in the front door and I never feed him on the front porch. I always leave him out there crying as I walk to the back door open it and feed him. I have to shake the food and call him to alert him to the fact that I am doing this. It is a routine I find annoying everyday.

But, today it had me thinking. Do I do this? I am constantly whining at God to bless me, change me, move me….he does but my faith in his ability to do so doesn’t seem to grow. I come everyday to him questioning, not trusting in Him who feeds me daily. Wow I am annoying.